Diss a point ing

What a sucky feeling. I don’t have better words to describe it. Disappointment. Ugh.

I feel so let down and disappointed right now. I planned on one thing, put too much time and money into it, and didn’t get what I wanted or expected. I know nothing is permanent and this won’t be important in the long run, but that doesn’t take my frustration away right now.

It’s important to feel your emotions. We all know how we should feel or will feel in the future, but that doesn’t or shouldn’t take away your feelings right now! It’s a good thing to remember to really give into the emotions  and reactions you’re feeling, so you won’t have any pent up aggression in the future. Feel them. Cry. Punch a pillow. Do whatever you need to do, and let it all out! You have every right to get mad, sad, or frusterated- it’s your life and you know how to run it best. Always remember nothing is permanent and life goes on, and so will the emotions you feel now. It’s okay to feel how you feel, it’s OKAY!

Xoxo

LONELY

Feeling lonely is so weird. It’s like, I could be completely surrounded by my amazing friends, but I could feel completely alone? I don’t know. I feel like ranting about loneliness right now.

It’s so weird how we really don’t know what’s going on in others heads at any point EVER. Makes me think how crazy it is that anyone could ever judge anyone’s actions- because they don’t know what is going on AT ALL. Honestly I’ve taken part in judging others don’t get me wrong, but I’ve lately been trying to make a stronger effort to try to see all situations objectively and fairly.

…So what I was trying to get at is how I could be feeling anxious and lonely in a room and no one would even know. Anxiety is weird as well, but I’ll save that for another rant. What I am trying to get at is: next time you start to judge someone, at least think of their situation and what they could be going through. Could they have done this for a right reason? Even if they were doing the obvious wrong thing, maybe it was for someone or something they believed in. Just try it, that’s all I ask! Have an amazing rest of your week, XOXO

SUNDAYS

Ahhhh. Sundays!

Sundays may be my favorite day of the week. On sundays, I try to recollect myself and get prepared for the upcoming week. I try to give myself a little extra love, and take the day to pamper myself.

Sundays are a good day to take some time and reflect. Sometimes, I find myself pushing harder and harder to finish one thing or jump to the next, without stopping and realizing how far I have become. I want to remind you to stop and take a moment to reflect and be happy with where you are and how much you have accomplished so far. It’s important to push yourself and go the extra mile, but it is equally as important to give yourself a break and enjoy life! Make Sundays your new day to give yourself some much needed me time!

XOXO!

RANT AND SOME MORE RANTING.

Lately, I have had a hard time, kind of with everything. Every once in awhile I get so stuck in ruts that I question everything I do.

I really strongly believe that everything happens for a reason. I find myself struggling with being there for myself solely without someone there to love me. I believe we all have someone out there for us, but sometimes it can be hard to have an optimistic mind and not think “will anyone ever love me?”. I just wanted to reach out to anyone who ever feels a lack of love in their life.

In these moments, we need to self-love harder than ever. The answer to every question you ask yourself should be a quick yes- if it is tied to self indulgence. I think it’s also important to think of the love around us and try harder than normal to feel it and appreciate it. I have a lot more to say, but the words aren’t coming out! Thanks for anyone who took the time to read this and give me your advice if you’ve ever felt without love in your life.